中年好聲音2丨顏米羔離婚投資失利陷中年迷失 認任性放手一搏:為媽媽爭番啖氣

文: 余美鳳
2024.04.14

顏米羔在《中年好聲音2》得到季軍,節目後第一時間落台與觀眾席上的媽媽緊緊相擁,大男孩在女人圈中成長,他自認太任性愧對媽媽,今次比賽終於可以為媽媽爭口氣。經歷過工作室虧損、婚姻破裂等等,顏米羔的中年一度陷入迷失的狀態,慶幸是自覺不妥當向朋友求助,最終透過比賽重拾人生。

長達九個月的比賽,顏米羔形容感覺像發夢一樣,猶幸自己不怕被人嘲笑,無悔追夢,而比賽像人生書本一樣,無論寫成如何,都要揭過全新一頁。「比賽之後瞓醒想起四個字重新出發,亦係從心出發,因為我發覺原來用心演出係會有人被感動,佢哋將情感投射喺我身上,令我好似幫緊人發聲咁,大家叫我加油爭氣,我都好想為佢哋做啲嘢!」

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其實米羔不算素人,小時候跟同姓的顏志恒一樣是「浴室歌王」,讀書時代參加過不同類型的歌唱比賽,直至畢業後入行做攝影師,半隻腳踩入娛樂圈。「讀緊中二有人想簽我,個個同學都好雀躍,但我真係冇發明星夢,怕佢呃我,屋企環境又唔係好,而且得十幾歲,當年紅緊係張國榮、譚詠麟同四大天王喎,點可能?所以我放棄咗,到我廿幾歲再贏比賽,當時Twins出嚟喇,我呢款又唔三唔四嘅年紀又大過龍,好似生不逢時咁,心酸酸想做,但真係有包袱。」直至《中年好聲音2》,他笑言「中年」兩字是包袱亦是一份安慰,「中年會被人笑老悈悈,成班老坑出嚟唱歌,但其實咪又係同番以前嗰班人一齊玩,唔使怕後浪又唔覺得資源分配咩問題,唔使擔心,大家都有家室,大家都有經歷,大家都有包袱,大家都受過傷,來吧!」

 

比賽過程漫長,顏米羔坦言能夠撐到最後的參賽者都是較自由身工作的人,九個月期間他都沒辦法接拍攝的工作,慘失六位數字,「中年人邊有咁多時間燒?好多參賽者請唔到咁多假,之後返工被人反眼,大家都好痛苦,所以我希望網友們以歌論歌,但唔好去評論佢哋個人,因為永遠唔會知道人哋背後面對緊啲咩。」他感激媽媽和家人就算心裡擔心,仍然全力支持,所以得獎當晚他衝落台攬實媽媽不斷獻吻,他說:「我好鍾意阿媽,咁多年真係好委屈,因為佢鄉下人,成世人因為冇錢所以冇機會讀書,早結婚生咗四個小朋友,三個家姐加我,成世人就係照顧細路。我細個會怪佢成日唔喺屋企,長大就明白佢因為要搵錢養家。屋邨仔細個冇人陪,咪自己諗嘢玩,執到幾粒波子就諗點玩,長大之後冇出色走去搞藝術,唔係藝術一定冇出色,只係我好衰唔衰冇出頭。我老竇成日話我虎頭蛇尾、吊兒郎當,怕我三分鐘熱度,就係因為佢呢句說話,我就做一世藝術畀你睇!」父母離異多年,顏米羔在一次的人生課程中跟離異的爸爸詳談和解,冰釋前嫌亦解開心結。

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顏米羔跟前妻是中學同學,前後腳考入演藝學院,不過讀到半途就放棄,「任性,當時覺得藝術唔係咁樣,當時屋企人鬧爆,話我唔正經讀埋佢,屋企供我供得好辛苦,我仲好任性咁講:『仲有一年幾,我同你慳番唔少啦!』」後來,他向家姐借幾萬蚊跟朋友開製作公司,購買器材接Job,從此就不再問家人拿零用錢。「其實唔係好有面返屋企,咁大個人錢就冇剩呀喇,但叫做死唔去。返親屋企都好大壓力,我真係好多謝三個家姐,冇佢哋我根本冇得任性去做藝術,佢哋撐住屋企但我係冇貢獻,做啲懶型自吹自擂嘅嘢,但其實唔賺大錢。」他坦言媽媽小時候喜歡做大戲,可惜因著生活被逼放棄,顏米羔都放在眼裡,他忍不住流下男兒淚,「我離婚之後,媽媽好擔心我,怕我一支公,真係衰啲講死咗都冇人知。我覺得而家幾叻仔,好似代我阿媽做啲嘢,我好多謝佢,但幾十歲人仲要佢擔心,我就係咁任性,好彩有少少成績,如果少少成績都冇,我仲難過。唔係想賣慘,我可以將個榮譽畀番阿媽。」

 

人到中年,顏米羔承認一度陷入迷茫之中,這幾年間突然離婚失去廿幾年感情,事業上又工作室蝕大筆錢,令他感覺自己人生一團糟。「我會自我質疑,既然乜都唔如意,曾經有一刻喺後樓梯自認好似唔值得留喺世界上呼吸咁。」他坦言有感不妥當,主動找朋友傾訴,慢慢逐步重拾人生的腳步,加上朋友鼓勵他參加《中年好聲音2》,令他人生轉變。「比賽咪試囉,當畀自己發最後一次光囉!其實中年好,咩年紀都好,人生得一次,想贏就去面對,輸係冇問題,咩都可以重頭嚟過,一日仲喺度張開眼、有呼吸,又係新一日!」

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撰文:楊安莉
攝影:何家賢

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